From:	"Lobotomies, UnLtd." <GungaDon@***.COM>
Subject:	A concession
Date:	Mon, 23 Jan 1995 00:37:15 -0500

***** PRIVATE: Shehkinah
>>>>>[ Dear gawd, lass! *pause* I'm...I'm SO sorry! There's...
there's NO excuse, fer wha' I've done! I dunno if ya ken f'give me, r'
not...

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Caity...I...I'm gonna ask ya ta do s'mthin. And, I'm gonna ask ya ta
think about it, long and hard! I'm gonna admit ta ya...darlin'...I'm
SCARED! I dun know wha's HAPPENIN ta me!

FUCK! I sent Roxey flyin cross the room---with a THOUGHT!!!! Tha's
not NORMAL!!! I coulda KILLED her!!! OR YA!!! And, there was
NO EXCUSE, fer my bein so rough, with ya! Dun E'ER let me touch ya like
tha, AGAIN! Promise me!

Caitlin...this is IT! I'm FINALLY losin it! I'm goin TOTALLY INSANE!
I want...

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I want ya...ta find out wha's been goin on--inside o' my head! I'm
gonna put m'self under--in the DEEPEST gawddamned trance I ken
muster! And, I want ya ta probe my mind! I'm gonna wear disablers,
so ya dun hafta worry bout my implants! If ya'd feel safer--FUCK!
Tie me the hell DOWN! I DUN CARE!! Jus...if ya start feelin the
electricity, like b'fore Roxey slapped me, or my aura changes--in
ANY WAY--get the FUCK AWAY FROM ME! Get outta my line o'
sight...get the fuck outta the apartment! And STAY AWAY!

I'd N'ER fergive myself, if I'd hurt ya! I jus...I jus ken't TAKE this!
And, I have NO RIGHT, askin ya ta hang around...when ya have not
a fuckin CLUE, as ta wha yer gettin yerself inta, wth me!

I'm NOT right! I've been locked up, b'fer...fer carvin up a suit, and two
K.E. patrolmen, down in LA, when I was 18! All b'cause o' a bit o'
STRESS! Twas a major breakdown! And, I'm afraid it might happen
again! And, I dun want it ta be YA...our my KIDS--or KOVAC's-- at the ends
o' my razors, this time!

Think about it, PLEASE! Tis NOT gonna be easy--fer EITHER o' us!
Could e'en prove ta be DANGEROUS! But, I want...I NEED yer help!
Yer the ONLY ONE I'd trust, ta do this!

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Please, Caitlin... ]<<<<<
-- Sean-Cullen ( **:**:** / **-**-** )