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Message no. 1
From: qwerty <qwerty@******.NET>
Subject: a look in the mirror
Date: Sun, 8 Dec 1996 04:26:44 -0700
>>>>>[ to whom it may concern
+++++begin a/v file: 004.2
the picture fades in looking toward a large mirror.
the room reflected is dark and looks like an abandoned building.
the view gets closer and a large metallic figure is now seen in the
mirror it has no clothes on, you see a thing made completely of
cyberware before you. a barrel can be seen just behind the left
shoulder pointing toward the ceiling
"look at me" a ghostly electronic voice says
"i am the creation of man, i am technology incarnate"
"i can run faster, punch harder and kill faster then any ordinary man."
"i have no emotions to hinder my abilities."
"i am the ultimate killer."
as that is said several micro motors and hydraulics can be heard and
long blades appear out of both arms, a gun is revealed in each forearm
and a large smg is raised over the head. the thing now resembles
a scorpion ready to strike.
"look at me." the words seem to have changed in tone now,
they were just said as fact the first time but now they sound almost
sad.
"look at what your society has made. am i the future?"
the image switches to infrared and a very low reading surrounds the
thing.
the image then switches to low light and the detail of the room is
shown, dust and dirt cover the floor a mattress lies in the corner.
the image returns to normal and looks back to the mirror.
all the weapons have returned to their hidden places now and the view
does a close up of the head.
you look for the face but don't find it, only a metal skull is there
the eyes glow red and the jaw moves with slow perfection as if talking.
"this is what they made. a monster, they didn't even give me a face."
"the children are afraid of me, the people here call me a creature, some
think i am a spirit of man a symbol of technology."
"the truth is i was once a man, i remember it once. I was called Oliver
Wendell that was my name then i was a human. then i changed not the way
i am now but into something else they called my a troll. i was ugly
and gruesome they fired me from my job because of it. i lived here on
the streets doing what i could to get by and stay alive. the one night
i was attacked by some men in nice coats they drugged me and took me
someplace. i remember what they did to me now, they changed my mind
and my body, they kept saying they were helping me. then they just
left me back here on the streets. i needed money to survive so
i turned to the shadows. i almost killed a person just to survive
myself. if she is out there im sorry cass.
i became the monster you see now. sometimes i don't remember to breath,
and sometimes i just stare at a wall all day.
i killed a man today he was trying to hurt a little girl, i shot him
20 times, but i hit the girl to, some of the bullets went through the
man and into her. now they are both dead. i cant sleep sometimes.
i hear them cry out in pain. a preacher came looking for me today
he wandered around my building chanting something from the bible.
i think he was trying to banish a spirit. when he came inside he saw me.
he tried to attack me with a spell i think. but i didn't work.
i crushed his head with my bare hand."
the camera looks into the mirror at the hand raised to waist level,
blood stains are all over the arm.
"i don't feel good anymore. when i was first like this i felt like a
god. but now i am weak a lot and i get tired easy. i remember that they
said i may die someday for no reason then my body just wanted to die.
i think that is happening soon. i don't want to die slow like they said
a monster like me shouldn't die slow. im not waiting to die like that."
the right arm clicks open and a gun flips out.
then it is raise to the head.
"they told me they could kill me anytime they wanted. they said i had a
bomb in my head. they told me to much. don't misunderstand i don't hate
them, they just did what was bound to happen, they just did it to me.
i am a monster i cant control how or when i will kill.
i am sorry to all those i have affected through my actions."
the arm steady's then stops suddenly
"i do have one last thing to say, if you can stop this from happening
again do so, don't let them continue to make monsters out of men, or
men out of monsters."
..................ERROR...MESSAGE TERMINATED AT SOURCE.]<<<<<
-- The Skull Bearer (04:23:12/12-08-57)
Message no. 2
From: "Casenelli, Anthony A." <casenell@****.COM>
Subject: a look in the mirror
Date: Mon, 9 Dec 1996 11:06:02 -0500
>>>>>[How'd ya'll get a trid broadcast on this node? That cyber thang wuz
really in the hurt locker.

Wuz that fer real? Could anybody trace it?<<<<<
-- J.E.B. < 10:57:30 / 12-09-57>
Message no. 3
From: Nightblade <wgreason@*****.OCIS.TEMPLE.EDU>
Subject: Re: a look in the mirror
Date: Mon, 9 Dec 1996 14:30:51 -0500
*****PRIVATE: Neuron Basher
>>>>>[Hey, ya prob'ly don' remember me, but we met while back. Jay let
me stay at y'alls place. Anyway, jus' picked up a contract f'r him, and
he's gets scooped by LSS. Then, somebody's rubbin it in 'is face n'this
node! F'ya need any help gettin him out da lockdown, m'in.

Also, related note ... was that yall behind Skull Bearer wipe out? That
was him n'that weird trid-suicide piece, y'know. Either way, seems like
he's outta all our hair. BTW, is Cass supposed to be back anytime soon?
Keep 'em hangin' t'the left.]<<<<<
-- Rosha <11:11:00 PST/12-9-57>


>>>>>[J.E.B. ... That 'look in the mirror' joint was more trubbs than
ya ever wanna see. Believe me, we're all a li'l better off, if dat thing
waxed 'imself!]<<<<<
-- Rosha <11:13:43 PST/12-9-57>


*****PRIVATE: Apollyon
>>>>>[Recently learned of your sanitation problems in Poland and Azania.
Have something that might serve as a solution. I know liquid isn't a
problem. Solution is magical ... and severely limited, but it's more
than what you have currently. Respond within 24 hours.]<<<<<
-- InfoScholar <11:20:32 PST/12-9-57>


*****PRIVATE: InfoScholar
>>>>>[Will >>encrypted<< suffice? Send the
formulae.]<<<<<
-- Apollyon <11:20:55 PST/12-9-57>


*****PRIVATE: Apollyon
>>>>>[You never fail to exceed even my wildest expectations.

+++++download: tox2ear.fml

Always a pleasure.]<<<<<
-- InfoScholar <11:22:12 PST/12-9-57>


*****PRIVATE: InfoScholar
>>>>>[ +++++credtransfer: >>encrypted<< ]<<<<<
-- Apollyon <11:22:30 PST/12-9-57>


*****PRIVATE: The Saracen
>>>>>[You have had sufficient time to recover from the last operation.
Begin phase two. The girl must be ready. We ARE on a timetable you
do recall.]<<<<<
-- qwieounf <--:--:-- -ty/00-00-00>


*****NOT TO: Apollyon, Rosha
>>>>>[I have some interesting information to broker about two large-scale
state-sponsored, non-corporate-affiliated nuclear power installations
which MAY bear on the Seattle shadows. My price is >>encrypted<<.
Anyone out there interested?]<<<<<
-- InfoScholar <11:30:22 PST/12-9-57>


>>>>>[I have need of a decker and mage of high skill for information
gathering and reconnaissance. The money will be quite good. Your
efforts must not be detected. Detection will result in the forfeiture
of your remaining payment. I offer 10% upfront. Contact me through this
BBS. Those new to the Seattle shadows are preferred.]<<<<<
-- Ms. Johnston <11:32:00 PST/12-9-57>
Message no. 4
From: "Casenelli, Anthony A." <casenell@****.COM>
Subject: a look in the mirror
Date: Mon, 9 Dec 1996 14:53:16 -0500
>>>>>[I hear ya 'bout trubbs, Rosh, but that thang sounded lak they wuz
othas
in the same kind of hurt as him/it? How do I steer clear of that
kinda trubble? Is theah any pe'centage in findin' the othas and
makin' them go away?]<<<<<

-- J.E.B. <16:51:50/12-09-57>
Message no. 5
From: KC Chase <1chase@**********.COM>
Subject: Re: a look in the mirror
Date: Mon, 9 Dec 1996 16:14:15 -0800
>>>>>[TEXTQUOTE SHADOWBBS FOLLOWS: I have need of a decker and mage of
high skill for information gathering and reconnaissance. The money will
be quite good. Your efforts must not be detected. Detection will result
in the forfeiture of your remaining payment. I offer 10% upfront.
Contact me through this BBS. Those new to the Seattle shadows are
preferred.]<<<<< -- Ms. Johnston <11:32:00 PST/12-9-57 END
QUOTE<<<<<<

>>>>>>[Mmmm-Hmmmm! Well ain't that jus' synth-sweet! Someone wants a
fresh fish to offer herself up for the axe! You want a sucker Ms. J? For
25% up I'll play that role!}<<<<<<

WRATH OF THE RAIN GOD! --Xya Tlaloc <3:15:00 PST/9.DEC.57>
Message no. 6
From: "Paul J. Adam" <shadowtk@********.DEMON.CO.UK>
Subject: Re: a look in the mirror
Date: Mon, 9 Dec 1996 21:59:44 +0000
*****PRIVATE: InfoScholar
>>>>>[We're interested.

+++++include credit transfer: 25% payment

That, to show our bona fides.

+++++include details: 75% payment to secure escrow account

The access codes for that account, when we get the information.]<<<<<
-- 1Lt L R W Lynch <21:58:39/12-09-57>

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