| From: | "Lobotomies, UnLtd." <GungaDon@***.COM> |
|---|---|
| Subject: | Keep it ta yerself... |
| Date: | Fri, 30 Dec 1994 23:48:11 -0500 |
>>>>>[ I dunno, Senra...these questions...there's jus' so _many_ of
em, dammit! An', I dunno what th' frag I'M s'posed ta be doin about
it! Ev'rybody's got these DAMNED SLOTTIN' QUESTIONS!!
And, th' _answers_!?! There ARE none! None, at all! NO ANSWERS!! _I_ dun
got em! There's jus' these...these...questions
...an'...I dun...
Sen-sen, DUN tell them! NO ONE! _Understand_? Th' Cairn...
DUN TELL _ANY_ONE 'bout it! Or, I SWEAR...I'll...*huge disgusted
sigh* I'm sorry....
But, those _voices_...! An'...th' _images_...! By th' Goddess, I
dunno if I ken _take_ much more o' this! S'truth, sate! I've thought
'bout askin th' voices...ya know...Frag! I've already _tried_!
But, NO!! They'll not answer me! They won't...fuckin...ANSWER
me!!! They're jus'...THERE! W' their cryptic _words_! An', their
pictures of all that "Past Glory"! Like I GIVE a flyin fuck 'bout their
GLORY!!
An'...th' NOISE!!! GAWDDAM...th' SCREAMIN!! They jus' _won't_
shut UP! An', I'm so tired...canna see straight...
Tis only a matter o' _time_...tha's all! Tha's what I need! TIME!
Then, I ken find _some_ way ta work this all out...m'be...
I've _tried_ ta ask "em"...o'er an' o'er again! I TRY!! But, ya know
what I _get_?!? "Yer not _ready_!" Tha's all they say! Tha' I'm NOT
READY...
Fer fuckin WHAT?!?!? I DUNNO!!!! An', I'll be _damned_, if it looks
like they're gonna TELL me, any time soon!!
Oh, DREK!! I'm _so_ fuckin _tired_!! Gawd, I need SLEEP! *HUGE
sigh* Jus'...SWEAR ya'll not say a _word_, 'bout all this! No one'd
understand...*sigh* They'd jus'...lock me away, again...
I...I hafta go, Senra. Remember, cuz...NOT A _WORD_...]<<<<<
-- Sean-Cullen (19:15:39 / 12-30-55 )
