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Message no. 1
From: Paul J. Adam ShadowTK@********.demon.co.uk
Subject: Lullaby
Date: Mon, 3 Jul 2000 22:53:28 +0100
*****INTERNAL: Lone Star Archive
>>>>>[I... don't know.

It feels wrong. But it fits part of the pattern. Blows other parts to
hell.

I just don't know...

+++++begin video
The Chevrolet Cobra stops, by the Lone Star-coloured Patrol-1 whose
lights are flaring. The nervous patrolman, in full armour with a HK227
clenched in nervous hands, is definitely relieved when Hart's hand
emerges holding nothing more lethal than her detective's ID.

"Julianne Hart, Tacoma homicide. We got called in by Captain Burke. You
expecting us?"

"Yessir! Thank you. Pull over there, inside the tape?" The patrolman is
nervous, not stupid, and has a good enough look at the badge to call it
in (and also carefully checks Hart's photo against her face).

"Not bad." Nash admits.

"Barrens cops are outnumbered and careful. Not, by and large, careless."
Hart says as she applies the handbrake. "Some are crusaders, some are
corrupt, but the stupid ones die fast out here."

The dark street is lit by blue and red strobes from the police cars and
the coroner's meatwagon, by the garish neon sign outside
"O'Hallorann's", and by the big klieg lights that illuminate the dead
man with a harsh white glare as a photographer circles with a trideo
camera.

"Weird." Hart pauses, to light a cigarette: offering the pack to Nash,
who waves it away with horror.

"Why?"

"SOP for a homicide, here? This is deep Puyallup. The DB must be a
person of importance."

Nash doesn't look dumb, he just thinks for a second. "You told me
before. Most homicides here are SINless until proven otherwise, this
guy's known, else there'd be no fuss. If it was a nobody, they'd have
tossed him in the morgue and never noticed he was killed with APEX
ammo."

"Give that man a cigar! Except you doesn't smoke. Those splatters on the
sidewalk, are the brains of a Mr Big."

"Oh, _gross_." Nash murmurs. He doesn't sound too serious: SWAT troopers
are used to the sight of bodies disassembled by high-velocity bullets.



"Lieutenant Hart?" The officer greeting them is an Ork, dark-skinned,
with his fangs handsomely capped with enamel to give them a glittering
ebony effect.

"Sergeant Menze, isn't it? You tried out for my taskforce when I was
down here, but just missed out? Ankle sprain during evaluation?" Hart
asks.

"That's right, sir." Menzes nods. "Captain Burke called, said to expect
you. We don't have much, but apparently you're working a serial murder
case using APEX ammunition?" The Ork gestures at the dead man, whose
cranium has split apart like a blossoming flower. "Looks like APEX to
me."

"Yeah." Hart nods, studying the corpse carefully. (She must have a
strong stomach: the sight is quite awful). "One round connected. Pretty
heavy calibre."

"My impression, Lieutenant, is a sniper with a suppressed rifle." Menzes
explains. "Nobody heard a shot. There were two guys on the door, they
both saw it, neither heard a thing over the music. You're talking a
suppressed .655 to blow a head apart that much with no report
noticeable, even with a lot of background noise. Had to be a big
subsonic bullet to do that."

Hart nods, not arguing with a Barrens patrolman who sees a _lot_ of
gunshot wounds and who is speaking good fact. "Fits what I know, too.
Not my case, then. My guys are a two-man team, using HK227s and firing
APEX by the burst."

"No way, sir. One shot, well-aimed, right on target. Pro sniperjob.
Neat, precise, clean. Might _maybe_ be a golden bullet with a -227, but
it just looks wrong, my money's on a subsonic .458 or 11mm Beijing, or
maybe a .655. Late detonation, that's an APEX hallmark." Menzes pauses.
"You want an unofficial conclusion?"

"Sure. You're the local guy, you oughta know."

"This dead guy, we've got an ID. Tom Morant, security manager at the
Chardy Manufacturing plant. He's pissed off a _lot_ of people. Maybe,
finally, someone kicked back." Menzes shrugs. "Barrens SINless labour,
at Chardy. But maybe he pushed the wrong person and they had a friend in
the shadows, or some family, or just found a crusader, and got dead."

Hart shrugs. "That's life in an extraterritorial site for you. Any noise
from Chardy or their owners?"

Menzes shakes his head. "Nope. Not yet. Means, this wasn't sanctioned."

Nash nods. Hart looks at him. "Explain 'sanctioned', SWATboy."

"Chardy might have decided he was a nuisance and had him whacked." Nash
spreads his hands. "If that was true, they'd probably have filed the
complaint about him being murdered in our jurisdiction before he hit the
ground. They haven't said jack, so they weren't expecting this, or it's
a _very_ good bluff."

"Bingo, SWATboy, you get the picture." Hart stretches, looking around.

"SWATboy?" Menzes asks.

"Sergeant Nash was a very talented SWAT trooper before he transferred to
Homicide." Hart explains. "He's now an inexperienced Homicide detective
who shows some promise. And is very nice to have backing you up in a
firefight."

"Right." Menzes nods. "Anyway, we got four witnesses. A couple more in a
car we're trying to trace, probably a couple of Chardy guards who're
cowering inside Chardy's fence now. You want to talk to them?"

"Nash, you're the gunbunny, you see what the witnesses learned." Hart
nods. "I'm going for a walk."

"Seen something?" Menzes asks, a half-heartbeat before Nash.

"Maybe. I'll check it, if it pans out Puyallup get credit. You'll be
doing the damn followup legwork anyway." Hart moves off, crossing the
street towards a half-derelict tenement.



The building is like most Barrens slums: a hellhole that only really
offers protection from the worst of the elements. Roof and walls, and
windows screened with whatever scrap plastic can be hooked over the
nails around the windowframes.

Warmth, is a garbage fire lit on a concrete floor. Light, at night, is
that same fire, and to hell with the choking smoke from the plastics
that are much of the available combustibles.

Sanitation? The plumbing is a distant memory. Some drek in a bucket and
fling their excreta into the street, others relieve themselves out of
the windows or in the hallways, and some simply live amidst their own
reeking wastes.


Hart keeps enough of her attention on the ground that she at least
avoids the larger lumps of faeces, but she can't help gagging slightly
at the stench of the stairwell. Thankfully, the recording is merely
trideo with a soundtrack, and olfactory data is absent.

The lower floors are occupied on a fairly long-term basis, with signs of
prolonged residence. By the fourth floor, it seems to be home only to
transients: the fifth, penultimate floor has only one of the four
apartments occupied (at least, if closing a door matters: and here,
anything remotely valuable not behind a door, is _gone_). The sixth and
highest floor is empty and abandoned.

Hart scouts it carefully, a small infrared-filtered flashlight in her
left hand and her non-regulation Richard Wilson Custom automatic ready
in her right, the safety off but the weapon aimed at the floor. Two of
the top floor's apartments are ruined, the roof collapsed onto them. Who
knows why? Earthquake, warfare, structural failure?


The policewoman checks the other two carefully. The first, has no view
of O'Halloran's, and so she ignores it: in the second, she begins a
meticulous check of each window that looks down on the homicide scene.

A whisper of movement behind her, and suddenly Hart is staring at a
small child, whose pronounced lower canines and skull ridges mark her as
a young-goblinised, over the tritium sights of the Wilson automatic.

Hart's focus shifts in an instant to the darkness behind the girl,
seeing nothing there, before she raises the weapon and her torch hand.
"Oh, I'm sorry, you surprised me."


"I'm sorry!" the girl says, cowering. "I didn't mean nothing! Please
don't-"

"It's all right!" Hart says, trying to be reassuring. "You didn't do
anything wrong. I'm not angry, and I won't hurt you. You're just very
good at being quiet. That's all. You surprised me, and I sort of reacted
too fast. I didn't meant to scare you."

"Will you be long?" the child asks.

"No. Not long. Some other people might have to come here and look
around, though. Why are you here? Isn't this a bit wet and cold?"

"Maybe." The girl wraps her arms around her. "But _he_ doesn't come
here."

"Who's 'he'?"

"Bobby." There's a freight of hate in the name. "He doesn't know about
here. If I don't want him to find me I come here."


Hart pauses. Skips over the routine horror of being young and female and
vulnerable in the Barrens. "What's your name?"

"Molly. Who are you?"

"Julianne Hart-Kryzdanovich. But _you_ can call me Juli."

"Thank you, Juli. I don't think I could say Hart-Kryzdanuv... Hart-
Kristan... whatever it was. That's a funny name."

"It was my husband's name. He was a good person."

"Did he die?" Molly asks. Innocently, but too well-informed. Random
death, after all, is a fact of life here.

"Yes, he died." Hart nods. "That was bad, because he was a good man."

"Mommy says Bobby is a good man. We've got trideo now. And power. And we
can buy water when he gives Mommy money. But he makes Mommy cry, and he
shouts at her, and he hits her. And sometimes he comes and hurts me,
when Mommy's chipping or when she's out. That's why I hide here when I
can. But now _everyone_ seems to come here. You won't tell Bobby about
it? Will you?"

"Absolutely not!" Hart replies, vehemently. "I'll help you hide if I
can."

"Promise? You won't tell?"

"Promise."

"How did you find it?" Molly asks, still suspicious.

"I followed the stairs all the way up."

"Oh. Nobody told you?"

"No. I didn't know about you, and I didn't expect you to be here. And I
won't be coming back, so it's all right. But it's nice to meet you."

"Have you got any food?" Molly asks hopefully.

"Well... let me see." Hart tries a couple of pockets, before she finds a
glassine-sheathed white bar claiming to be "Kendall Mint Cake". Molly
devours it in about three bites, before licking the plastic wrapper
clean.

"Thank You Mrs Hart that was very kind." Molly recites, looking up with
slight embarrassment. "You're nice. Are you real?"

"I think I'm real. Why?"

"Because I saw a ghost in the next room and it was nice to me, but
ghosts aren't real. And hardly anyone I know for real is nice. So I was
wondering if you were a ghost or a dream or something." Molly finds a
few last crumbs of sugary whiteness in the energy bar's wrapper, and
busies herself with consuming them.

"Which room, Molly? Can you show me?"

"I won't get in trouble?"

"No. Not at all."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

"All right. It was next door." Molly leads Hart to the room, points to
the decaying mattress by the window. "I come up here sometimes when
Bobby gets... you know. But there was a ghost here last time. And you
were here this time."

"A ghost? What sort of ghost?" Hart asks.

"A pretty ghost. She was nice. She gave me candy and juice and sang me
to sleep." Molly smiles happily. "I _think_ it was a she. It was nice
like Mommy, when Mommy's home and not chipping and Bobby's not angry."

"Did the ghost have a name?"

"I think so. But I don't remember. I'm sorry." Molly's face suddenly
wrinkles up and she cowers back, afraid. "I wish I could remember! I
tried! But I can't-"

"It's all right! It's all right. It's not that important, Molly." Hart
replies soothingly. "What did the ghost look like?"

"Like a big pretty white cat. She had a mask on, all shiny and metal,
but I asked her and she showed me what she looked like under it." Molly
says proudly. "She said she was ugly like me, but I thought she was
_beautiful_. Like a pretty white cat, except with pink eyes. I wish _I_
looked like her. Bobby says I'm an ugly little trog fuckslut and that's
why he has to hurt me. If I looked like the ghost maybe he wouldn't hurt
me."

"You're not ugly, Molly. You're prettier than me." Hart says. Pauses.
Then, you hear the policewoman bring the axe down, on the thread of
compassion: this is just one Barrens child, with a hundred thousand more
like her, living in filth and misery with no hope and no future, and
Hart for her own sanity cuts off thoughts of solving little Molly's
problems. "She was here?"

"Sitting right there on the mattress." Molly nods. "I come here to sleep
when Bobby seems like he might want to come find me. I came here and
that's where the ghost was. I was scared, but it was pretty and _it_ was
scared of _me_, but I told it I wouldn't hurt it. It gave me candy and
sang to me and I went to sleep. And when I woke up it was gone."

"Did it leave you anything?"

Molly thinks. "No. It gave me candy and juice and it sang me to sleep.
It didn't leave me anything. But it was nice."

Hart nods. "Just a minute, Molly. I want to look around a little." Hart
turns on the flashlight, sweeps it around.

"That's pretty. But it's all dark and red. What is it?"

"It's a flashlight. A special flashlight. You can't see its light, can
you?"

"No. Can you?"

"Yes, I can. My eyes got changed so I could see the special light from
it. It means I can search around without people noticing." Hart
explains.

"So Bobby won't know you were here?"

"No. Not here." Hart replies, cool and calm and level. "You can still
hide here."

"Good." Molly falls silent as Hart conducts a quick but efficient visual
search. A few short, fine, startlingly white hairs from the windowsill
go into a ziploc bag, but that's the sum total of the evidence to be
had.

"What's that?"

"Just something I saw. Where do you live, Molly?"

"Downstairs. The place with the door?"

"I saw it." Hart looks out of the window, at Morant's corpse and the
street layout. A sniper might complain about aspects of the shot, but
it's a good, clean, oversight position and even an amateurish long-
rifleman could pick off anyone walking into O'Halloran's from here. A
_good_ sniper could make completely sure of a headshot, from a vantage
like this.

Hart looks to her right, seeking the telltale glitter of a brass case,
but there's just mildew and silverfish and a couple of roaches. On a
whim, she checks her left too, but she finds no more surprises. "The
ghost sang you to sleep?"

"She was pretty." affirms Molly. "And nice. It was a good ghost. There
_are_ good ghosts, aren't there?"

"I think so."

"I'm sorry I can't remember the ghost's name. It did say but I was too
scared at seeing a real ghost to remember it properly, and then I liked
its song and I forgot to say that I didn't know the ghost's name." The
small Ork girl shrugs. "Then I went to sleep. I woke up and the ghost
was gone."

"You want to stay here, Molly? I'm going, but I'll be quiet and careful
and make sure nobody knows you're here if you like."

"Please? Bobby's coming home and Mommy's still chipping-" The small
Ork's eyes plead with Hart.

"It's okay. I won't tell anyone."

"Thank you. Are you a ghost too?"

"Sort of." Hart says.

"I thought so." Molly sighs. "All the nice people are ghosts. Nobody
_real_ ever does anything good."

Hart might have been about to say something. Instead, she reaches out
and strokes the child's face. "Stay here and sleep, Molly. I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

"For everything." Hart gets to her feet, leaves quickly.






Walking out of the apartment, Hart keys her radio. "SWATboy?"

"Yep?"

"I'm coming out. Anything there for me?"

"Best guess, sniper was in your building. Just an informed guess. Not
much more. Morant got out of his car, pow! his head's half off. That's
all anyone here saw." Nash replies, as Hart tries not to inhale in the
reeking stairwell. "You find anything?"

"Not much. A crusade I couldn't carry through, and maybe a lead." Hart
gets into the fresher air outside with a gasp of relief. "Some evidence.
Might or might not matter."

"What do you mean, a crusade?"

"I got my nose rubbed in what it is to be a twelve-year-old girl in the
Barrens, Chris. And I either walk away, or I commit murder. Probably not
much middle ground." Hart lets go the radio link, as she reaches Nash.

"...That bad?"

"Let's just get the hell out of here. I found... something, probably
nothing, but something. We'll get it checked, give it to Puyallup, and
get out of here." Hart sounds quite badly distressed.

"What's wrong?"

"There's a scumbag back there who needs killing and I'm trying to remind
myself why I don't just do summary execution."

Nash pauses. "What can you - we - do, here?"

Hart draws a deep breath, lets it out as a long shuddering sigh. "Sweet
frag all, Chris. We're Tacoma homicide. We investigate this killing. The
rest, is outside our remit. Just leave it."

"If-"

"Nash. Believe me. Just leave it. You either violate your oath as a law
enforcer, or you go mad, or you learn to walk away, or you get dirty and
learn to make money out of the shit floating past you. If there's a
fifth option, nobody's told me what it is. Come on. We're going for #3
and we're leaving."
+++++end video


That was a couple of days ago. I've been checking it out, looking it
over, but there's nothing to connect Morant with the run of killings in
Tacoma.

Chris wanted to know why I was so upset. If I tell him... he'll kill
'Bobby'. Quick and simple and easy. And... wrong. It won't solve
anything. Molly's mom will find some new boyfriend, and instead of just
playing hide-the-wiener with little Molly while Mommy chips out, this
one might decide that a young Ork cutie like her could be profitably
pimped out. 'Course, maybe Bobby'll get that idea all by his lonesome
anyway. Heads they win, tails she loses.

Sometimes, no matter how deep you dig, the cloud just doesn't have a
silver lining: sometimes, there's just nothing you can do except harden
your heart and walk away.

But it still bothers me.

Sometimes I hate this job.




Oh, yeah... the hair sample. That got me a big, fat, zero. "Male elf...
maybe... except the insert-incomprehensible-biogenetic-babble is all
wrong, so we got no idea what it is, how old was it, how pure's the
sample, how might it have been contaminated, did you wear gloves..."

Umpty-squillion's worth of lab equipment just so they can tell me
"Fuctifino" with confidence.


I don't think Morant's killer has much to worry about. And I don't think
it's relevant to my case. And I don't want to go back to Puyallup for a
while.]<<<<<
-- Lt. Julianne Hart <22:46:36/07-03-61>
Lone Star (Tacoma)
Message no. 2
From: Mach mach@****.caltech.edu
Subject: Lullaby
Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 23:31:13 -0700 (PDT)
*****INTERNAL: Quicksilver Diary Entry
>>>>>[A night more unusual than most. But at least I got the job done.

+++++insert: Morant.hit.trid

The three-dimensional image resolves into relative clarity, given its
obvious compression. "REC" flashes twice in the upper right, which is
about the only easily recognized item in view. The room the POV looks
out into is mostly murky darkness accented with faint, oddly colored
glow caused by lighted signs along a street leaking in through a window.
What few details are distinguishable indicate just how run-down the
building the viewer inhabits must be. A long crack propagates along the
wall and terminates in a spidery network roughly the size of a metahuman
skull, flecks of dark stain below it. Cheap industrial carpet races to
see whether it will either peel or rot away from the wall faster and is
peppered with flecks of fallen paint chips. A bare bulb hangs from the
ceiling, swaying faintly and casting no light, because it has shattered.
A droplet which falls from the tip of the remaining shards catches a
sparkle of light, testifying against nature and time being the likely
vandals. It is the urban squalor which is only found in the sprawl zone
of a metroplex. Garbled thumps and bleats of raucous music echo up from
somewhere near and mix with the noise of sporadic traffic.

A tiny thumbnail image low and to the right highlights and grows to
occupy a quarter of the image area. It is looking down at an angle
towards a bar that appears to be doing a brisk business in both alcohol
and flesh. A pair of inebriated patrons stagger out, revealing
nearly--and soon to be--naked women dancing inside, along with an only
slightly more clothed wait staff. A garish sign proclaims it to be
O'Halloran's, but the decor would probably have the real O'Halloran
spinning in his grave.

"Sit-rep...," a voice announces lyrically in garish opposition to the
banal word. "Morant hasn't shown yet, but then if NewzJunkie's sources
are to be believed, he isn't due for about another half-hour. Several
more minutes of unpaid overtime to force on the second shift workers,
then off with his boys to meet the ladies and vent all that excess
energy that he hadn't wasted bludgeoning and threatening, not to mention
blow some of Chardy's blood-money burning a hole in his credstick...."
the voice drifts off, seething. "If he stretches out the Oh-Tee
further, I could be here quite a while."

The view looks down towards the POV's lap and into a dark bag being
drawn into it from its place further down a dilapidated mattress. A
bone-white hand wearing a black finger-less glove roots around in the
bag and--pushing past a short clip of long and unusually tipped rifle
bullets--draws out a portable audio-chip player and its accompanying
pouch of media.

"LITEAMP" flashes once in the corner and the intensity of the image
improves until the artists and titles of the eclectic collection are
visible. Foxglove's _Slices of Love_ edges out the other selections and
is slipped into the player. The rest return to the pouch, which returns
to the bag, which returns to a place on the floor next to a long bundle.

The street-side window is nearly unchanging until a squatter shambles
into view. His lolling gaze surveys the bar's entrance, recessed from
the night air and partially covered with an awning to deflect any "I
don't care if it's summer, this is Seattle" rain. He begins to curl-up
against the wall. Soon, a handsomely dressed thug appears from inside
and shows his deference to the elderly, kicking the rising, wobbly
squatter in his hind-quarters and yelling obscenities rather than
anything more violent. Sent sprawling on the sidewalk, the vagrant
takes more seconds to gather himself up than the bouncer has patience
for and the aged man finds himself being lifted by the scruff of his
tattered coat and thrust on his way.

The next visitor receives a more cordial welcome. Arriving by taxi, the
salaryman looks both ways down the sidewalk--for muggers, for his wife's
private investigator?--before closing the taxi door and crossing to the
club. The door opens before he arrives and the doorman ushers him
inside. The next few minutes pass completely without event.

The POV begins to hum softly, then voicing melodic syllables without
meaning, finally it sings purely, but barely audible.

"And any way you look,
You know it's on the level,
And I don't care how it appears.
I'm not afraid of the World,
The Flesh, or Devil,
I'm just afraid of no more tears."

A soft creak of wood silences the voice. It isn't the sound of the
building settling for the night, but of weight being placed on old
timbers.

The view scans the room--considerably brightened by the night-vision
system--and Smartlink HUD symbology appears after a moment filled only
with the soft rustling of limbs moving beneath heavy clothing. The
viewpoint slides further into the dark corner of the room but does not
rise, its gaze locked on the doorway. The exterior view shrinks back to
its thumbnail as the Smartlink reticle targets chest level, behind the
door.

Creak after creak, the noises subtly increase in volume and approach the
doorway. Finally, the door's handle turns slowly and with a gentle
sigh, it starts to open. Pudgy fingers of a small hand grip the door's
edge just below the handle, and push it more widely open. The back of
the child's head is seen first, and for a brief moment is haloed with
the electronic gun sight. The girl appears to be looking back and forth
down the hallway as it backs into the room, dragging a thin, tattered
blanket with her. The aim point falls away and the Smartlink HUD
disappears completely before the child has had a chance to finish
closing the door. She does so without making a sound, other than to
allow herself a sniffle once it is completely shut. Finally, she turns
into the room and immediately spots the camera's wearer.

"Please don't hurt me," the POV says gently, tinged with a hint of fear.
Looking down but keeping her in view, it draws its dark clothed legs up
in front of it.

The girl starts, and retreats until her back is defensively against the
wall. Her eyes are wide, but she seems more startled than afraid.
Skull ridges and jutting lower eye-teeth mark her to be of one of the
goblin races, but she is too young to be easily distinguishable as ork
or troll. After a few breaths and no movement on the part of the POV,
the girl relaxes, no longer bracing herself against the wall.

"You won't hurt me, will you?" the girl is asked, this time with more
urgency.

She shakes her head slowly. "Who are you?" she asks timidly.

"I'm nobody."

"What are you doin' here?"

"I'm hiding." The confession seems to calm the child some.

"Me too," the little girl replies and takes a few steps into the room,
trying to get a better look at her intruder.

The viewer sits up from its crouch and slowly stretches its legs until
they extend off the mattress. "Who are you hiding from?"

"Bobby's really mad at Mommie, so she told me to go to bed, but some
times he finds me there so I come up here." She cocks her head slightly
to the side, childlike concern starting to show in her expression.
"Who are _you_ hiding from?"

"Some people want to hurt me, too. I didn't know anybody came here.
Sorry." The POV begins to move to rise.

"'S okay. You can stay." The PoV settles back down. "It's kinda scary
in here alone. I'm not supposed to come here. Mommie doesn't know,"
the child confides. She asks, worriedly, "You won't tell?"

"I won't tell." There is a long pause with the two of them looking at
each other. "Want to sit down?" the viewer says running a hand across
the lumpy mattress. "It's warmer over here."

The girl wraps the blanket around her shoulders and sits at the far end
of the bed, glancing back at the door a few times before she wipes her
nose and relaxes a bit more. Finally, she turns to face the camera.
"So what's your name? I'm Molly."

"They call me Quicksilver."

"Silver...? Okay." Slowly, the child scoots closer, looking up
slightly towards the viewers face. "That's a pretty mask, Silver. Is
that how you got your name?" she asks shyly, but with curiosity.
Before there is an answer she adds, "Why do you wear it?"

Quicksilver considers the questions, then replies, "I wear it 'cause I'm
ugly." She reaches up to brush at what must be her cheek revealing that
the viewpoint is actually that of the mask.

"I'm ugly too...," the girl seconds, her face revealing experience of
prejudice despite her few years. "Can you take it off? It's pretty,
but it's also kinda scary," she asks in a whisper.

"The mask...?" the question trails off, lost among other thoughts. "I
don't want to."

"Please?" Molly asks again.

"Okay, but just for a second." Quicksilver's hands reach up to either
side of her face. A couple of soft clicks are heard in time with "TRODE
LOST" and the image going blank.

The audio track picks up the sound of a child's giggle.

"Do I look that funny?"

"No, silly. You said you were ugly...but you're not."

"I'm not?" She sounds confused.

"You're...ummm...different. But you're so pretty, Silver. I wish my
eyes were like that," the girl says with quiet enthusiasm.

"Different? Molly...didn't they ever tell you? That's what ugly
means."

"Really...?" the girl replies softly. With real understanding years
away, she stays silent for a moment.

The soft clicking noises are heard and the visual resolves once again.
The girl is looking at her lap, troubled.

"You hungry?" Quicksilver asks.

Molly nods without looking up.

"I think I have something in here...gimmie a minute." Quicksilver
begins looking through her bag and quickly locates a candy bar and a
disposable juice pouch which she shuffles to one side. Passing fingers
over the back of her right glove, she palms a small white pill that
slips from a hidden pouch. She partially unwraps the bar and pulls a
piece from the end, passing the rest to the child. The view tilts
upwards for a moment while she lifts the mask and places the bit in her
mouth. Quicksilver then watches the child begin to eat the remainder
with relish. While the girl concentrates on the candy, she pierces the
pouch with its straw and slips the pill into the juice. After the girl
finishes the candy, Quicksilver passes the packet into her
chocolate-smudged fingers and watches her enjoy it as well.

"Th...thanks," Molly says, transferring the chocolate smear from her
lips to the back of her hand, then sucking if from her knuckle.

"Sure. If you're tired, why don't you lie down?"

"'Kay." Molly stretches out alongside Quicksilver, who tucks her
blanket around her. Molly's eyelids are starting to get heavy.

"Would you like me to sing you a song to help you get to sleep?"

"You'd sing for me?"

"Yeah." Quicksilver strokes some of the girl's bangs from her face.
"There's an old song my nanny used to sing to me when I was little."

"Nanny? Your grandma?" Molly asks blinking her eyes slowly open. "I
never knew mine. You're lucky, Silver," she admits, her eyes shutting
again.

"Um...sure. Just rest," she tells Molly, running deathly white fingers
through the girl's dark hair. She begins to hum a simple melody, sweet
and a little sad and then begins to sing:

"Go, go, go, go now,
Out of the nest. It's time.
Go, go, go now,
Circus girl without a safety net.
Here, here now, don't cry.
You raised your hand for the assignment.
Tuck those ribbons under
Your helmet. Be a good soldier."

Quicksilver watches as Molly rustles a bit, curling up against her leg.

"First my left foot,
Then my right behind the other.
Pantyhose running in the cold.

"Mother the car is here.
Somebody leave the light on.
Green limousine for the redhead
DANCING dancing girl.
And when I dance for him,
Somebody leave the light on
JUST IN just in case I like the dancing
I can remember where I come from."

As Quicksilver hums the short interlude, she brings the small thumbnail
of the exterior camera back into fuller view. The bar is continuing
about its business. As she continues singing, she leans from the bed to
unwrap the long bundle that contains a high-powered sniper rifle with a
large silencer/flash suppressor.

"I walked into your dream,
And now I've forgotten
How to dream my own dream.
You are the clever one aren't you?
Brides in veils for you,
We told you all of our secrets.
All but one.
And don't you even try. The phone has been disconnected."

She slides a clip from the bag into a port under the stock and clicks it
home.

"Dripping with blood
And with time and with your advice.
Poison me against the Moon."

Chambering a round causes the child to stir. Quicksilver slowly pets
Molly's shoulder until the child calms, fast asleep.

"Mother the car is here.
Somebody leave the light on.
Black chariot for the redhead
DANCING dancing girl.
He's gonna to change my name.
Maybe he'll leave the light on
JUST IN just in case I like the dancing
I can remember where I come from."

As she hums the interlude, Quicksilver begins to slowly slide her weight
from the bed.

"I escape into
Your escape into
Our very favorite fearscape.

"It's across the sky and
Across my heart and I
Cross my legs. oh my god."

The window shows a large dark sedan pulling up in front of the stairwell
across the street. A robust man steps from the passenger door and opens
the rear door for a middle-aged man even tougher looking than he is, but
also better dressed, with immaculately trimmed hair and beard that
accentuates his predatory smile. Quicksilver doesn't skip a beat while
she turns with the rifle toward a window which is open, flicking open a
bipod beneath the barrel.

"First my left foot,
Then my right behind the other.
Bread crumbs lost under the snow."

Smartlink symbology is appearing in the video, the rifle scope linked to
a HUD in the center of the view field as she rests the bipod on the
windowsill and takes aim dead center of the mass of the man's short,
dark hair. He is now only a few steps from the doorway. Quicksilver
falls silent except for the slow his of a forced exhale.

*Pha-crack* The rifle shot is not much louder than violent cough, but
the bullet's hydrostatic--and from the flash, explosive--shock,
generated as the bullet entered the man's skull, is enough to cause it
to rupture grotesquely and double him over forward spilling blood and
tissue upon the sidewalk.

Quicksilver watches just long enough to see the man's associate
instinctively pull a side-arm, and frantically start scanning the
surroundings. Ducking back, she grabs a small camera from the crook of
the windowsill. Shots ring out from below, one chipping plast-crete
from the wall some ways down the building. They are interrupted by the
screech of tires and a loudly shouted obscenity while she slips the
rifle into its wrap. Zipping her bag, Quicksilver spares a glance at
the child, who hasn't woken, but is stirring fitfully. Gently stroking
the girl's head once, the girl calms. Bringing her face close to the
girl, the mask tilts once more, and is accompanied by the sound of a
soft kiss. Abruptly, Quicksilver stands, grabs her things, and heads
for the door.

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-- Quicksilver personal system <23:23:46/06-28-61 PDT>

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