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Message no. 1
From: "Andrew D. Seale" <sword@**********.ORG>
Subject: whats happening?
Date: Fri, 2 Dec 1994 17:58:12 CST
*****Private: Ripley, Lou, Whisper
>>>>>[ Hey I am back...my contact died after all this time to try to heal
him..and make him better. Now I have one less contact...this pisses me off.
He died about 4 days ago...the reason I haven't been back is cause I
created some Art. Some of my best if you ask me. I did something else,
that I did not realize Idid until it was to late...damn my insanity!!!!
I wish I was not insane now...why did I do what I did??? I wish I knew why.
I also had a dream, and Whisper was in it, I can't explain it, but in the
dream it was like I knew him..as a good friend. I am so confused, the
doctors told me back at home a year ago that Prozac was supposed to help,
but my insanity overcame the medicine. Boy I need help now...I am so
shaked up inside. THe voices won't leave me alone at night, they tell me
something, but I can't hear them. I need to kill AGAIN. The blood
running down my razor claws and right cyber arm. Everytime I jack in the
matrix...it is not normal. I can't explain it. This is not normal for
me. Soemthing at that fight happened, I need you guys to tell me if
anything abnormal happened to me? Did I do something strange? Did I say
something strange? It is so wierd, it seems from when we were entering
the building, and WHisper knocked out the Orc, everythign went blank for
a few minutes, the next thing i know we are fighting the 10 men and Head
Mage. I must see what happened during that time, but the god damn camera
is broke. I am trying to fix it, but i can't make out much. Lou I am
coming over to your place, can i stay there for a while, i need you to
watch me in my sleep, and tell me if I say anything. Since you are a
mage, maybye you can look inside me or something, open my memory so i can
remember what made my mind wanna block out those few minutes during the
fight. Please I beg you.]<<<<<
-- Tarkis <Time does not exist>
Message no. 2
From: "Paul J. Adam" <shadowtk@********.DEMON.CO.UK>
Subject: What's Happening?
Date: Fri, 25 Oct 1996 18:53:36 +0100
***** INTERNAL: Invasion Force Internal Email
*****
>>>>>>[
+++++ Message-From: Stephanie
+++++ Subject: What's Happening?

So, what did I get hired for? How much am I getting paid? What equipment
am I going to need? Who am I working with? Can I hitch a ride with
someone or do I need my own transport or is the job here in Seattle?

I mean, I just thought I ought to ask, otherwise I might never find out.

Which you must admit would be pretty silly.]<<<<<
--IF Mailer Demon <18:47:47/10-25-57>

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