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From: FraterNay the Overdoer <KENDALL@******.BITNET>
Subject: KHANx.........
Date: Sat, 7 Aug 1993 21:35:00 EDT
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>>>>>[KHANx, I am afraid I have a confession to make that may hurt your
feelings a bit. When I told you I was tense, and you started massaging my
neck, I began to relax more than you know. Then you began to become....
a little more.... amourous. I saw that puppy dog look in your eyes and
thought, Oh No. But I didn't want to hurt your feelings. You were being
so kind and gentle. I must admit, my curiosity was peaked, but I just
couldn't. That's when I touched you upon the forehead, and placed the
experience of our joining in your mind. You then fell into a sleep which
lasted about two hours.

It was, my dear friend, just as you said, "An experience of amazing MAGICAL
QUALITY". Somehow my heart wouldn't let me just say no and hurt you, so I
chose to implant the experience in your thoughts.

I DID NOT however, expect you to broadcast what you beleived to have
happened to everyone. I am disappointed in you for that action. That is
why I am telling you this. I thought you would be much more of a gentleman
than you have turned out to be.

Yes, I am a tease and sometimes go to far. Forgive me for that. I had
tried to give you hints about myself, my sexuality, but your mind chose not
to accept them. Why is it that you think Millhaus, Kendra and I know so
much of each other? We are all creatures of the same making my dear. I
somehow thought that, underneath all the verbal foreplay, you knew that,
you knew my sexual preference. Forgive me for not simply stating it
outright. I just consider it to be so unimportant, it is a subject I
rarely find reason to broach.

I am quite willing to keep this our little secret, my dear KHANx. I wish
not to in any way embarrass you. Please forgive me.

I must say that I have been with a couple of men in long in the past, and
had since know that was not what I wanted. You however, dear KHANx,
stirred a feeling in me I had never before experienced. It just wasn't
enough to bring me to act upon it. If ever I do cross that fence dear
KHANx, I would certainly want it to be into your pasture.]<<<<<

-- FraterNay <20:36:59/07 Aug 54>

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