| From: | Dave The Shade <IZZYUX2@*******.BITNET> |
|---|---|
| Subject: | Going on |
| Date: | Sat, 7 Aug 1993 19:28:00 PDT |
I'm sorry 'bout broadcasting the event, FraterNay, but you see it was partly
your fault. You made the experience so vibrantly real, so vivid that I was in
total shock. Even now I am vibrating from the memory. Which brings up a dilemna
-- to me the Event happened -- I mean it really HAPPENED. The image is so clear
that my mind can't accept the fact that it didn't (this does not mean I don't
believe you, its just that my mind and my heart are not agreeing on a fundament
al point of reality). I'm sorry that things turned out this way. I'm 'fraid my
brain was, yet again, two steps beyond my heat. I knew that you had specific
preferences, but my heart wouldn't let me believe. The dress you wore when we
talked, the merry time we had at the bar pushed me further into my illusional
belief. I had not really talked to anyone that candidly since The Countess died
on the 'run I told you about. What to do now, go on, I s'ppose. What is between
us is between us. Whatever else, our relationship was more than physical to me
-- the other aspects can be just as important. As of now, I will at'll times
respect the boundaries of our friendship. If. . .when. . .you feel the need or
want of a different kind of company . . . I'll be waiting. Remember that I love
you.***
A'right. I'm packing as fast as I can.]<<<<<
-- 19:28:41/8.7.54)
